Living Water

Just one sinful woman–rejected, despised, an outcast. She had been living an adulterous lifestyle and could not escape her past. She was in a habit of coming to the well in the afternoon, preferring the intense heat of the day rather than the whispers and scornful looks she knew she would receive otherwise. Yet one blessed day, she met a Man by the well Who changed her entire world.

Jesus and the Samaritan woman

I wrote this poem based on the story of the Samaritan woman in John 4.

Water of Life

A woman of Samaria came to draw water. Jesus said to her, ‘Give Me a drink.”’

What can you mean, Sir? How can this be?

That You, a Jew, would speak to me?

Besides, I’m a sinner, and utterly despised.

You must not have heard the rumors from spies.

That’s why I’m here in the heat of the day,

From the gossip of women to get away.

Why would You ask me for a drink?

Tell me, I pray, what do you think?

Those of Your race hate those of mine;

It’s been this way for a very long time.

They even this country will pass around;

Their hatred forbids them to step foot on this ground.

So what do you need of me? Why do You ask?

Shall I for You lower my flask? 

Jesus answered and said to her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is who says to you, ‘Give Me a drink,’ you would have asked Him, and He would have given you living water.” 

You have nothing to draw with, and this well is deep.

How can I the benefits reap?

Where do you get this living water?

Are You greater than Jacob our father?

How can water be filled with life,

In this world full of conflict and strife?

Jesus said to her, “Go, call your husband, and come here.”The woman answered and said, “I have no husband.”Jesus said to her, “You have well said, ‘I have no husband,’  for you have had five husbands, and the one whom you now have is not your husband; in that you spoke truly.”

How can You know of my terrible past?

You ought to be a prophet, at least. 

You see through my veil with penetrating eye;

Into my past You see by-and-by.

Now, You know that I’m full of sin,

So where should I go to offer restitution?

You Jews say Jerusalem,

But Samaritans say Mount Gerazim.

Where do I go to be forgiven?

Where will the sacrifice cleanse me deep within?

I’m guilty-You know it- 

And shameful to show it.

And so confused about where to go-

Tell me, please, so I know.

Jesus said to her, “Woman, believe Me, the hour is coming when you will neither on this mountain, nor in Jerusalem, worship the Father. You worship what you do not know; we know what we worship, for salvation is of the Jews.  But the hour is coming, and now is, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth; for the Father is seeking such to worship Him.  God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.”  

I know that the Messiah will come,

To silence our fears and unite everyone.

He will answer our questions so well,

And to Him, every tongue praise will tell.

The Scriptures have promised- I know they have said-

That He is coming to quiet our dread.

.Jesus said to her, “I who speak to you am He.”

I’m full of questions, I’m filled with doubt,

Faith as a mountain I am without.

However, I have it as a mustard seed;

This, my Master, I beg you to heed.

You all my questions answer did not,

Yet content You made me with my lot.

I still don’t know all I wish I did,

Yet my sin before me You have hid.

Still many answers I do not know,

But I trust Your name; to You I will go.

You don’t explain why past had to happen,

Yet You simply say to trust.

The things You keep secret You’ve hid for a reason;

To demand the answers would surely be treason.

I simply need to have faith in You,

Since forgiven me have You.

I know that You are the Christ-

You all our wrongs will right.

You see through my hiding of my sin,

You see right through me, straight within,

I’ve tried to hide, but I can’t hide from You!

Whatever I’ve done, You know, too!

I still don’t get the answers of life,

But that doesn’t matter; to You my dark is light.

You see into my doubting heart,

And to me Your peace impart.

Thirsty now I am not;

Your living water in me You’ve wrought.

So now, O Lord, I choose to trust,

To have faith in You I must.

You are good, faithful, strong, and true;

So I will put my trust in You!

This news I must share, and spread everywhere;

YOU ARE THE MESSIAH!!!! 

Walk by Faith

“For we walk by faith, not by sight.” –2 Corinthians 5:7

“Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal. ” –2 Corinthians 4:16-18

This life is not all there is! If we lived by what is seen, that would be extremely depressing and utterly hopeless. The things that truly matter are those which are unseen: Jesus, faith, love, joy, trust…We, as believers, have a higher calling!

Many of my family members and friends have been amazing examples of living by faith, not sight. My mom and dad always exhibit deep faith and confidence in the unseen, even in the midst of fiery trials. A dear friend made a bold proclamation of faith during a trying time that deeply impacted me.

A great visual imagery of the concept of faith is driving on a foggy day. The visibility is low; those in the vehicle can only see a little bit at a time. The passengers must trust their driver to navigate them when they can’t make out what’s ahead. All of a sudden, the fog lifts, and everything is clear in the bright sunlight. I am reminded of 1 Corinthians 13:12 in the Message translation: “We don’t yet see things clearly. We’re squinting in a fog, peering through a mist. But it won’t be long before the weather clears and the sun shines bright! We’ll see it all then, see it all as clearly as God sees us, knowing Him distinctly just as He knows us!”

Thick fog on the drive to church
Bright sunlight peering through the branches

We are not lost, even when our world is misty and clouded in fog. Our Driver knows where He is going, so we can confidently walk by faith in the unseen.

Praise

Recently, a dear friend sent me a booklet called “Praising” by Watchman Nee, a famous Chinese Christian. Its message has given me new inspiration and a fresh perspective on praising Jesus. In this booklet, Watchman Nee talks about how essential praise is to our Christian walk. Here are a few of my favorite quotes from the booklet:

“Praise is the highest work carried out by God’s children.” (page 1)

“We should sing praises to our God.” (page 2)

“The nature of praise is an offering, a sacrifice…praise comes from pain and suffering.” (page 3)

“Prayer is a warfare, but praise is a victory.” (page 8)

“We need to learn to overcome Satan by our praise. We overcome Satan not only by prayer but also by praise.” (page 15)

Watchman Nee asserts many times that praise lifts us above our situation and drives the devil away. He also says that the most essential times for praise are the seasons of deepest darkness.

Sunrise on the Texas Gulf coast

A friend once said, “When it is hardest to pray, pray the hardest!” That is a wonderful statement, and I would create a similar one: “When it is hardest to praise, sing the loudest!”

Bridge in Kentucky

Watchman Nee is a wonderful example of praising in all circumstances. He was incarcerated for his faith in 1952 and went to be with the Lord after 20 years of imprisonment. How precious are the lessons from a man who experienced such trials!

Let us also be living witnesses to the power of praise! Whenever we go through various difficulties and are prone to fall into depression, we should turn on our praise, and it will drive our gloom away.

Let us all praise the Lord and lift His name on high more and more!

2 Chronicles 20:20-22

So they rose early in the morning and went out into the Wilderness of Tekoa; and as they went out, Jehoshaphat stood and said, “Hear me, O Judah and you inhabitants of Jerusalem: Believe in the Lord your God, and you shall be established; believe His prophets, and you shall prosper.” And when he had consulted with the people, he appointed those who should sing to the Lord, and who should praise the beauty of holiness, as they went out before the army and were saying: “Praise the Lord, For His mercy endures forever.” Now when they began to sing and to praise, the Lord set ambushes against the people of Ammon, Moab, and Mount Seir, who had come against Judah; and they were defeated.

Womanhood vs. Manhood

Eric Metaxas, a wonderful Christian author, wrote an amazing book called 7 Women and the Secret of Their Greatness. In the introduction, Metaxas gives a refreshing and thought-provoking message about femininity and its contrast to masculinity. He says, “The stories of these great women show us that men and women are not interchangeable. There are things men can and should do that women cannot, and there are things that women can and should do that men cannot…Men and women were deliberately designed to be different. Indeed we are specifically created as complements to each other, as different halves of a whole, and that whole reflects the glory of God.”

I believe this view is Biblical and refreshing in today’s culture where men and women are pressured to compete with each other. Both genders are distinctly different and each is wonderful in the way God made it. Although women are, in general, more vulnerable and are commanded by God to submit to men, they are by no means inferior to men. We can see in Scripture how Jesus, living in a society in which women had little value, highly respected them. He was born of a woman, ministered to by women, performed His first miracle at the request of a woman, and first directly proclaimed His Messiahship to a woman. Numerous other women also hold important roles in the gospels. All recorded accounts of Jesus’ raising the dead directly involved women. They were among the few who remained at the foot of the cross, and the first to see the resurrected Lord.

Forgiven by Greg Olsen

Whether you are a man or a woman, let us all attempt to serve God in the role in which He has placed us today.

I close with one of my favorite verses about womanhood:

1 Peter 3:3-5a

Do not let your adornment be merely outward—arranging the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel— rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God. For in this manner, in former times, the holy women who trusted in God also adorned themselves.

Your Kingdom Come

Recently, I have been meditating on Jesus’ words from the Lord’s prayer: “Your kingdom come, Your will be done, on earth as is in heaven.” There is a powerful song called “Kingdom Come” by Rebecca St. James and for KING & COUNTRY that sheds a whole new light on this sentence.

I always thought that asking for God’s kingdom to come was, basically, asking for Christ’s return. And while that is definitely part of it, there is so much more. I did some research on the term “kingdom of God” in the NT, and here is what I found:

-Matthew 6:33-We are to seek it first.

-Mark 1:14-The gospel is called “the gospel of the kingdom of God”.

-Mark 1:15-John the Baptist proclaimed it was at hand.

-Mark 10:14-Jesus said it is made up of childlike faith.

-Luke 9:60-We are to preach it.

-Luke 17:21-It is within us.

-Acts 14:22-We can only enter it through many tribulations.

-Romans 14:17-It is righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Spirit.

-1 Corinthians 4:20-It is not in word, but in power.

The kingdom of God is not yet physically established on this earth. However, it does exist in our hearts as believers. Within us, it is like a tower of righteousness, power, peace, joy, and faith that God had built. And while we pray for Christ’s return, when we will dwell in God’s literal kingdom on earth, let us also pray for His kingdom to come, even now, first and foremost in our hearts, so that we may further it and share it with others.

Every time we grow in Christ, His kingdom expands within us. And every time another heart accepts Christ as Lord of his or her life, His kingdom furthers, on earth just as it is in heaven. Let us pray first that God would expand His kingdom more and more in our hearts and lives, and then that He would use us to further His kingdom in others.